you don't know what i'm all about

hahaha i fucking told you. just put it on record all, i called it. ya argued w/ me and tried everything to persuade me different, but as it always does, it worked out to what i said in the end.

so there. listen to me next time. and next time i will not listen to you or let you try to persuade me otherwise.

i know. just accept it. ;o)

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yes, i posted the same blog twice. why? because it applies AGAIN. what the hell? i have a feeling my whole life is going to be this. i guess this is one of the costs of being "blessed" with these gifts.

i know how to handle it better now. seek wisdom, seek advice. and that is finally what i did. all embarrassment and fear aside, and Holy Tomato, i wish i had done it sooner. but, i still wish that people'd just trust me. trust my judgment and what i say. i guess my job is to give the information to the correct people and hope that they will use it to their advantage. there is nothing more i can do.

argh, is this what it's like having kids? how do you watch your kids make terrible mistakes? i guess i'm learning this in time before kids. but who knows if that is going to happen. that one is still up in the air.

what an unfortunate price for today's quality of life

denial.

excuses are a cover-up for rebellion. you can say whatever you want, the end result does not change. there are people in this world who excel for more, who will not settle for less.

there are people in this world who don't.

and there are people in this world who make excuses.

everyone has the potential to do great things and be a great person. it is not the potential that is the problem, but the person. just realize the difference between the two.

you don't know what i'm all about

hahaha i fucking told you. just put it on record all, i called it. ya argued w/ me and tried everything to persuade me different, but as it always does, it worked out to what i said in the end.

so there. listen to me next time. and next time i will not listen to you or let you try to persuade me otherwise.

i know. just accept it. ;o)

gay. that's it, just gay.

let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

wow. things changed dramatically fast. lol funny, thought i had more to say, but i'm finding myself uncharacteristically quiet. it happens.

maybe we could find God here inside of everyone

so quiet. ah...life changes. this year is especially going to be big. call it intuition. ;o)
doors close, windows and other doors open. am i surprised? no, not at all. something i've felt and have known for a long time. it's just life.


i am feeling really great lately. strong, myself, secure with who i am. life is so open and has so many possibilities, goals, dreams that i really am enjoying it. love, faith, dreams, excitement, encouragement, compassion, joy. they really do exist.

if you do not think you have them, take a step back and look at your life. like fortune cookies say "happiness is right beside you". do not put too many expectations on things, yourself and especially other people. the most advanced things in life are the most simple. seriously. do you need x, y and z to be happy? then you'll never be happy. you will never achieve it. true happiness and joy are found in the reflective, grateful heart. so before you blame and judge others for how you feel, take a look inside yourself and remove the plank from your own eye first. you'll be amazed at how different the real world is.

food not bombs, bikes not bombs, community not bombs, heal the world

you people are too damn quiet!! if we're not visual and hanging out, the least you could do is write some stuff to entertain me!! lol *big grin*

it's as if life has stopped.

*cricket chirping*